He choked up
Turned his head away
I wanted to throw my arm
Around his shoulders
It’s OK, it’s Ok
But that’s not how we do things
No hearts on sleeves
That’s for the weak

Oh I love you so hard
And I hate you so hard
So I’m not the one you hoped for
I’m not the son you hoped for
I’m not all worthless and rust
More than a penny in the dust